"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us." ~ Marianne Williamson.
Tuesday, August 18, 2020
Brave Hearts
Stand up for what you believe in, even if you're standing alone, and know that the Universe rearranges itself for the brave hearts.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us." ~ Marianne Williamson.
"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us." ~ Marianne Williamson.
Saturday, August 15, 2020
Wednesday, August 12, 2020
The Proof
This guy is really so good! Again, it is a general reading, however I felt very much like it was a personal reading for me. It resonated completely!
Yes...I am giving something one last shot. There are reasons. It is my destiny. My personal vision for my life. (the Hierophant) there are things I have to learn. Yes! I have to hit the books again!! I have gained a lot of wisdom and the beeper confirms it. Definitely giving it one last shot. No, it does not pertain to love. Yes, I am so over all the Bozo's! I don't want to be with them. When I was married, I lost my husband to the mistress of gambling and alcohol. After my divorce the men that entered my life just went from bad to worse. They were liars, manipulators...players and cheaters. I dreamed for years of a man who couldn't live without me, a man who pictured my face when he closed his eyes, who loved me when I was a mess in the morning and accepted when dinner was late and even when it ended up being burnt to a piece of charcoal! I look at my son and see how he absolutely loves Storm after all this time. How when he looks at her, you can actually see the love in his eyes for her. I have always wanted someone to treat me the way he treats Storm, I just didn't know that I'd have to give birth to him! Quite ironic...At least I know there is such a man on this earth...I could not be more proud of my son! As for me...pfffttt...at this point in time I don't think there is anyone who could check all the boxes. I AM setting myself free. I AM releasing myself from the restriction (eight of swords). The REASON is because of my beliefs (the Hierophant). I AM challenging those beliefs in my own life. As for the Knight in shining Armour...no. I don't believe in fairy tales anymore! Goes back to my belief systems. Trust? I don't know if I am capable to trust anymore. Too many disillusionments in my life, however, I am trusting that the Universe is leading me in the right direction this time. The sky is the limit for me (the High Priestess). I am working on something "old". The proof or something needs to be proved. Yes, I need to prove something to myself. I am trying again. I need to push myself (the coming to the edge card). I have all of this pressure in my life because of what I believe. I am changing the way I look at things (the Two of Wands). The learning rings true. In order for me to get where I want I first need to do a course. I am putting that into action. I have let the past go (the Fox). I want to move, but the timing is not right again (Five of clubs). Whoever is moving towards me...well that would have to be left in the hands of fate...I believe what will be, will be (the Marriage card). (Six of Diamonds) Definitely time to be bold and be assertive!
Yes...I am giving something one last shot. There are reasons. It is my destiny. My personal vision for my life. (the Hierophant) there are things I have to learn. Yes! I have to hit the books again!! I have gained a lot of wisdom and the beeper confirms it. Definitely giving it one last shot. No, it does not pertain to love. Yes, I am so over all the Bozo's! I don't want to be with them. When I was married, I lost my husband to the mistress of gambling and alcohol. After my divorce the men that entered my life just went from bad to worse. They were liars, manipulators...players and cheaters. I dreamed for years of a man who couldn't live without me, a man who pictured my face when he closed his eyes, who loved me when I was a mess in the morning and accepted when dinner was late and even when it ended up being burnt to a piece of charcoal! I look at my son and see how he absolutely loves Storm after all this time. How when he looks at her, you can actually see the love in his eyes for her. I have always wanted someone to treat me the way he treats Storm, I just didn't know that I'd have to give birth to him! Quite ironic...At least I know there is such a man on this earth...I could not be more proud of my son! As for me...pfffttt...at this point in time I don't think there is anyone who could check all the boxes. I AM setting myself free. I AM releasing myself from the restriction (eight of swords). The REASON is because of my beliefs (the Hierophant). I AM challenging those beliefs in my own life. As for the Knight in shining Armour...no. I don't believe in fairy tales anymore! Goes back to my belief systems. Trust? I don't know if I am capable to trust anymore. Too many disillusionments in my life, however, I am trusting that the Universe is leading me in the right direction this time. The sky is the limit for me (the High Priestess). I am working on something "old". The proof or something needs to be proved. Yes, I need to prove something to myself. I am trying again. I need to push myself (the coming to the edge card). I have all of this pressure in my life because of what I believe. I am changing the way I look at things (the Two of Wands). The learning rings true. In order for me to get where I want I first need to do a course. I am putting that into action. I have let the past go (the Fox). I want to move, but the timing is not right again (Five of clubs). Whoever is moving towards me...well that would have to be left in the hands of fate...I believe what will be, will be (the Marriage card). (Six of Diamonds) Definitely time to be bold and be assertive!
Thursday, August 6, 2020
Trying To Make Sense Out Of This Connection
You had my attention all the time....
This resonates 110% if I place myself as the person on her right (or on viewing face on, then it would be the left of the screen) where she refers to "you".
Perception is in the eye of the beholder. There's a lot of thought, but not a lot of talk. You are certainly not going to chase. It's a weird standoff. They (the other party) feels sad that you (me) walked away from the connection, but feeling justified in cutting the connection, they feel justified in their decisions??
How do you really feel? Emotionally it gets to me...I'll put my attention elsewhere and I will bury that emotion...Note the caution: I am carrying the weight of the emotion into the next chapter...when you carry the weight of the past into the present it tends to repeat itself in the future. Be cautious with that energy. Distraction, distraction, distraction...oh yeah...there's those emotions again (yip...exactly that).You can feel those depths of those emotions and bury them and still be able to live a pretty content life. You'd feel a lot lighter if you just released that. Focus on the things that build you up. If it keeps coming up, then maybe you do need to communicate. (Yes, I don't want to do that because the other person restricted communication from me).
What does the other person feel? What do they want? They want communication. They are restricted but they want it. This person genuinely wants my attention...(hmmm, I don't know about that, I highly doubt it as I think they are committed elsewhere). This other person may feel that I will not accept what they want to say (IF they do want to say something, then they must say it, I will listen). I have all their attention...(Do I?) Or vice versa - They want my attention (yet they don't know that they have had all of my attention all of this time). We could both be doing the same thing!!
What are my hopes? I want that enlightenment. I want the truth without having to look for the truth. I want another perspective. What are their hopes? They hope that things work in their favour.
Future energy. I have the choice (free will). I have really let this get to me emotionally. I tried to detach from this multiple times. It DOES intrigue my mind as to why that keeps coming back to me. I WANT to know! There IS NO direct communication. I am trying to make sense of all of it.
The other person's most likely outcome. The other person chose someone else. (Yes, that became very evident to me). They took action elsewhere. The other person is looking for someone who is on the same page as them (the whole package). They felt they could not keep my attention - for whatever reason they felt justified in it, yet at the same time they want some sort of communication and attention. They feel I would not give them any attention if they tried. They think its not possible. I'm in this space where I feel it's done (because they walked away...that's why I feel it's done). (With regards to the previous reading in mid July - Yes, I did step back because I saw a foto that threw me off and yes, I must not allow myself to get stuck there. I must remind myself how bad ass I am and how valuable I am as a person and just move forward).
With regards to the other person. We both want attention but don't want to give attention, and as long as long as that continues, it will continue. Either way, the other person is not going to do anything that will impede their confidence, values or whatever. They're looking for a like mind.
....Could be dealing with another Scorpio. This is a general reading and therefore does not apply to everyone. It resonated on my side with regards to me - as for the other person - I really have no idea if it resonates with them - I can only assume or guess what the other person MIGHT be feeling or thinking. For all I know they could be feeling absolutely nothing...which could only mean that there is absolutely no connection anymore. Who knows...without communication there will never be an answer...
This resonates 110% if I place myself as the person on her right (or on viewing face on, then it would be the left of the screen) where she refers to "you".
Perception is in the eye of the beholder. There's a lot of thought, but not a lot of talk. You are certainly not going to chase. It's a weird standoff. They (the other party) feels sad that you (me) walked away from the connection, but feeling justified in cutting the connection, they feel justified in their decisions??
How do you really feel? Emotionally it gets to me...I'll put my attention elsewhere and I will bury that emotion...Note the caution: I am carrying the weight of the emotion into the next chapter...when you carry the weight of the past into the present it tends to repeat itself in the future. Be cautious with that energy. Distraction, distraction, distraction...oh yeah...there's those emotions again (yip...exactly that).You can feel those depths of those emotions and bury them and still be able to live a pretty content life. You'd feel a lot lighter if you just released that. Focus on the things that build you up. If it keeps coming up, then maybe you do need to communicate. (Yes, I don't want to do that because the other person restricted communication from me).
What does the other person feel? What do they want? They want communication. They are restricted but they want it. This person genuinely wants my attention...(hmmm, I don't know about that, I highly doubt it as I think they are committed elsewhere). This other person may feel that I will not accept what they want to say (IF they do want to say something, then they must say it, I will listen). I have all their attention...(Do I?) Or vice versa - They want my attention (yet they don't know that they have had all of my attention all of this time). We could both be doing the same thing!!
What are my hopes? I want that enlightenment. I want the truth without having to look for the truth. I want another perspective. What are their hopes? They hope that things work in their favour.
Future energy. I have the choice (free will). I have really let this get to me emotionally. I tried to detach from this multiple times. It DOES intrigue my mind as to why that keeps coming back to me. I WANT to know! There IS NO direct communication. I am trying to make sense of all of it.
The other person's most likely outcome. The other person chose someone else. (Yes, that became very evident to me). They took action elsewhere. The other person is looking for someone who is on the same page as them (the whole package). They felt they could not keep my attention - for whatever reason they felt justified in it, yet at the same time they want some sort of communication and attention. They feel I would not give them any attention if they tried. They think its not possible. I'm in this space where I feel it's done (because they walked away...that's why I feel it's done). (With regards to the previous reading in mid July - Yes, I did step back because I saw a foto that threw me off and yes, I must not allow myself to get stuck there. I must remind myself how bad ass I am and how valuable I am as a person and just move forward).
With regards to the other person. We both want attention but don't want to give attention, and as long as long as that continues, it will continue. Either way, the other person is not going to do anything that will impede their confidence, values or whatever. They're looking for a like mind.
....Could be dealing with another Scorpio. This is a general reading and therefore does not apply to everyone. It resonated on my side with regards to me - as for the other person - I really have no idea if it resonates with them - I can only assume or guess what the other person MIGHT be feeling or thinking. For all I know they could be feeling absolutely nothing...which could only mean that there is absolutely no connection anymore. Who knows...without communication there will never be an answer...
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