Recognise This Connection For What It Is

When we ask for change, we must be open to what it entails. Acceptance is what the Universe is asking of you right now. That and unyielding faith in the fact that things are happening *for* you. For some of you, this may be a time of coming out of denial and recognising the truth. If they wanted to walk by your side, they would have fought to be in your life. Word for the wise: choose yourself. Do right by you without bringing shame into the equation. Recognise this connection for what it is. 

Exactly so. I recognise this connection for what it is. I fought to resolve the issue more than a year ago! I was always the one to reach out in that friendship, always the one to call!! Why should I bring shame into the equation by deciding to turn my back and walk away? I tried to reach out. I tried to resolve the issue. Why should I feel shameful by turning my back when I was not being met halfway? If they really cared they would have fought to be in my life when they saw I had turned my back. I have no reason to feel shameful. No. Absolutely not! Back at the ranch they are gossiping about how awful I am to all and sundry, when in fact they should really put themselves under the microscope! I did not choose to become ill at that time! Trigeminal Neuralgia is a F-ing Bitch to deal with!! It disrupts your whole life!! Now, this time, all I did was congratulate a new Mother (my ex friend's daughter) on the birth of her precious baby girl and I was shunned BIG TIME! Oh well, what is done is done. Let me not stress myself out as that is one of the key factors that triggers TN. I know MY truth! I am not going to stick around where I am not wanted!! I wish them all well on their journey ahead. I choose myself!! I am doing right by me! It took me way too long to realise that you shouldn't stay friends with people who never asked how you're doing. I now see that things are happening *for* me. End of story.