It's A Trust Fall

What if we just fall?

Picture a place where it all doesn't hurt

Where everything's safe and it doesn't get worse

Oh my

We see through bloodshot eyes

Picture a place, somewhere else far away

Where you know what they mean and they mean what they say

To us

And would that be enough?

Are we runnin' out of time?

Are we hidin' from the light?

Are we just too scared to fight

For what we want tonight?

Close your eyes and leave it all behind

Go where love is on our side

It's a trust fall, baby

It's a trust fall, baby

You and I and everyone alive

We can run into the fire

It's a trust fall, baby

Yeah, it's a trust fall, baby

Jump with me, come with me, burn like the sun

We'll talk, then we'll cry, then we'll laugh 'til we're done

Oh my

It's like we're out our minds

We've been runnin' for our lives

We've been hidin' from the light

We've been far too scared to fight

For what we want tonight

Close your eyes and leave it all behind

Go where love is on our side

It's a trust fall, baby

It's a trust fall, baby

You and I and everyone alive

We can run into the fire

It's a trust fall, baby

Yeah, it's a trust fall, baby

What if we just fall?

I'm not goin' without you

(And you're not goin' alone)

I fell so far 'til I found you

(But you know what you know, when you know)

So I'm not goin' without you

(And you're not goin' alone)

'Cause you know when you know

You're shit scared and your whole body is shaking...You go in there and you just fucking do it...Just do it...Whatever IT is...And then BOOM...it's gone...The fear is gone...

Close your eyes and leave it all behind

Go where love is on our side

It's a trust fall, baby

It's a trust fall, baby

What if we just fall?

What if we just fall?

What if we just fall?

What if we just fall?

What if we just fall?

What if we just fall?

What if we just-

Kiss Me

 My favourite song at the moment 💗

Nothing Is As It Seems

I recently watched a short video on FB about a guy talking about how nothing is as it seems. For the life of me I cannot remember his name now. Someone had forwarded the link to me. He spoke about how South Africa was already sold out in 1985. How our current President is just a puppet dangling at the end of the Puppet Master's strings. I came to this very conclusion when we went into lockdown in March 2020. Every leader in this world is actually just a puppet!! These leaders are all just dancing to the tune of the Puppet Master! Look at the "cuckoo's" that attended the WEF meeting at Davos. These nuts have all lost the plot and have an agenda to control the citizens of this world by taking their freedom away from them. I am just relieved that there are many people who are finally waking up and smelling the roses and seeing these evil elite for what they really are! A bunch of psychos!! I warned friends and family when we went into lockdown but no, I was labelled a "conspiracy theorist". Now...hmmm...now people are seeing the truth about Pfizer. Then I was sent a link to this guy in the US who has a channel on YT. When I first saw one of his videos he was using his name K W Miller. He kept on giving updates about Eskom and how the grid would collapse. He warned his fellow American's and Europeans to get out of South Africa. I kept watching his videos and he soon changed his channel name to "South Africa First". After watching the video of the other guy on FB, I suddenly thought, he has a point about Biden having a set interest here in South Africa. Which made me wonder about K W Miller. Why is this K W Miller so invested in the people of South Africa and Eskom. What does he gain? I also noticed in his last few videos that he kept saying that they are expecting violence to occur "any day now" (in his words) in KZN. I got the feeling that it is almost like he is inciting violence. When I went to his channel on Monday to check if he had any further updates, blow me down with a feather, ALL his videos are gone except for two on farming!! He posts regularly in the community section of his YT channel and I noticed people were also asking where his videos were. He just never responded. Today I see his videos are back! His latest community post reads: "South African Citizens are not prepared for what is coming". My question is...if this guy knows all this, why does he not offer a solution? Why does he not get onto NEWS channels to warn South African citizens. He is creating fear!!! The same as the lockdown created fear!!! Yes, South Africa is a shit hole and it will not get better! Our power grid will most likely collapse! This guy (K W Miller) just does not understand that there is NOTHING we as South African's can do anything to FIX this shit hole. We are 7 million tax payers FEEDING 57 million people!!! We have a government that has robbed South Africa blind! THERE IS NO MONEY to fix this shit hole!! There probably will be a civil war...who knows. Right now we are all just trying to survive each day, trying to work around the load shedding, and dealing with sitting in the dark at night!!!! If this K W Miller says the world is watching and cannot understand why we are not doing anything...then why does the world not come up with a solution??? We as South African's certainly do NOT have a solution!! 

We as South African's sit here trying to survive and then we still have to put up with listening to the crap that goes on in the rest of the world. Look at the Rebel News Reporters, Ezra Levant and Avi Yemini when they try to question Pfizer CEO. I am glad they raised very valid questions which this a-hole just refused to answer. At least they are getting it out into the world about how devious these people are and this includes Billy boy and Fraudci and Klaus!!! All a bunch of sicko's!!! What these 1% don't realise, is that they are all not so young anymore and there are 99% of us to deal with!! Grrrrrr.....this is my rant for the day!! I actually really have no idea what point I was trying to make....this world is just mad...simply put...Nothing is as it seems! Let me listen to my favourite song at the moment...I will post it here in another post. 

Hold Me Closer Tiny Dancer

Whenever I hear this song I have to have a good chuckle. Not that the actual song is funny. I actually really like the song. It just makes me laugh because I remember when the song first came out someone asked : "Why is Elton John singing about Tony Danza?". I was finished! I laughed so much!! 😂😂😂

Chaos In This World

I sit and think about this world of ours. How did it become what it is today? A world infested with some people that have no morals, no respect for anyone or anything. No compassion. No empathy. Some people that are just down right cruel! 

The world is a very big place, and yet it actually is not at all. We are all in this world together. Well, most of us are. Other's? Hmmm. Other's just seem to have lost their way. 

The big wigs, or the elite as most know them, who think they are g-d (note I use a small letter "g" as I do not intend to disrespect the one and only true God that most of us believe in). These elite that are trying to take the freedom away from the people in this world by trying to control them.

Controlling them by forcing health choices on them that are unwarranted (my opinion). Controlling the people with technology, fuel prices, food prices and electricity consumption. It still boggles my mind that there is the Ukraine. A tiny, TINY little red dot in this world of ours and all because of that tiny little red dot and the war between Russia, we have to endure food prices that have shot through the roof, food shortages that are becoming more and more. What? How? How is it that the WHOLE frigging world relies on this tiny little red dot for food?? Please. Tell me another laughable joke! We have fruit farms, wine farms, dairy farms, chicken farms...you name it throughout the whole of South Africa (where I am) and yet we rely on the Ukraine. Makes no sense to me. I am sure Europe has many farms as well. I am not sure what is left in the USA considering that the little weasel, billythecreep, has bought up most of the farms, and those that are not bought by him, he is ensuring that those farmers suffer great losses by poisoning their crops!! Yes. That is what the nut is doing!! 

Then we have to endure load shedding here in South Africa. Now, I can fully understand that South Africa has load shedding because the ANC government, the ruling party, has taken South Africa from being a FIRST WORLD country to a third world country and beyond!! Over 27 or 28 years the ANC has destroyed EVERYTHING including our power stations! Load shedding started in 2007 in South Africa. Now, you have the UK, Germany, Spain and other countries in Europe that are having issues with gas, once again because of Russia and the Ukraine. But, HOW do these countries now all of a sudden have electricity issues? For heaven's sake Germany has all these wind farms!! These countries are FIRST WORLD countries!! How is it even possible that they now have electricity issues. No. It just does not add up!! You CANNOT tell me that these FIRST WORLD countries are having electricity issues! I refuse to buy into that BS! I think it is all to do with this whole thing about cleaner energy. All these scientists and energy regulators who believe that cleaner, renewable energy is necessary. As they say: "we want a cleaner, greener future". Sure, we ALL want to live healthier lives, but has it not been proven that moving away from coal to "cleaner energy" does not work! Perhaps it is not working because most people do not understand the difference between clean energy, green energy and renewable energy. Or perhaps the problem is that there is no one really in charge of trying to sort out the mess! Renewable energy is probably still the best such as solar energy and wind energy. But then we have the little weasel, billythecreep, who now claims to be a farmer, who on the other hand wants to block out the sun!!!! Have you ever???! Surely he, as a farmer as he now claims to be, should know that the sun is crucial to crops!!! What a nut! This goes to show how warped his mind is!  Never mind the fact that the sun is needed for solar energy! Then we have another nut who wants to implant chips into people's brains!! And then, the best is having electric vehicles....but yet the power grid is running out!! Oh my gosh, what a crazy world we live in!

Let me leave it at that and retreat into my own little world filled with the unconditional love of my two adorable cats, my loving family, friends and my beautiful garden filled with lush green plants and colourful flowers...my oasis that feels like I am in paradise far, far away from the rest of the world 😊 Relax and breathe Marina!😂

I've Hated This Woman

I’ve hated this woman. I’ve not loved her at full capacity. I’ve fed her lies and told her she wasn’t good enough and have allowed others to tell her she wasn't good enough. I’ve allowed her to be broken. I've allowed others to treat her dis-respectfully. I’ve allowed her to run through brick walls and battle for others who won’t even stand for her. I couldn’t stop individuals from abandoning her, yet I’ve seen her get up and stand to be a light to the world and love others despite all. I have stood paralyzed by fear while she fought battles in her mind, heart and soul.

This woman has screwed up many times, as a girlfriend, a wife, a mother, a daughter, a sister, or as a friend, because she doesn’t always say or do the "right things". She has a smart mouth, and she has secrets. She has scars...because she has a history.

Some people love this woman, some like her, and some people don't care for her at all.

She has done good in her life. She has done bad in her life. She goes days without makeup, or shaving her legs sometimes. She doesn’t get dressed up half the time. She is random and sometimes silly. She will not pretend to be someone she is not. She is who she is.

At times she was clinging to the woman she had known and at the same time watching another materialise in the mirror before her.

Every mistake, failure, trial, disappointment, success, joy, and achievement has made her the woman she is today.

You can love her or not. But if she loves you, she will do it with her whole heart, and she will make no apologies for the way she is.

This Woman is a WARRIOR. She’s not perfect but God calls her WORTHY! She’s UNSTOPPABLE. Gracefully broken but beautifully standing. She is loved. She is life. She is transformation. She is Grace. She is BRAVE!

I am the source of my own happiness. I am. I am that which I am.

Dangerous Mind

Osho once said: "The mind, a beautiful servant, a dangerous master". This is quite a powerful quote! It really got me thinking. The stories you tell yourself about who you are affects how dangerous your mind can be.

Most people have all kinds of thoughts on a daily basis, some happy, loving, some sad, depressing, angry, and hateful. What we focus on, our mind gives us more of. So if we are in a good place and loving life, we tend to notice much more good in the world and our mind sends us many more good thoughts. If we have been through hard experiences, our mind can believe all kinds of things about who we are and how the world is. Taken to real extremes we can convince ourselves of all kinds of things. This is where the danger becomes more real. We may want to strike back at a world that seems to be wrong and then thoughts can lead to action that could be very dangerous.

When we focus on bad thoughts after a while it starts to damage our bodies this can lead to a lack of energy, which stops us from doing things, we then get more lethargic and eventually can lead to poor health.

There are healthy thoughts and unhealthy thoughts, so the thing is not to believe most of the negative thoughts we have as most of them are not really true, even if we think they are!

The less we believe these negative thoughts the less we hear them, which leads to a mind that can create amazing things!