I loved my father. He did not love me. I would not ever have been able to win his heart. He is gone now. My life has to carry on. I cannot dwell on the past. I will also never know the answer to my question anyway. I have my own life. I have loving sister’s and in this last year have grown even closer to them. I have an adult son that I raised on my own. On my 21st birthday he was already 6 months old and today he is a 22year old! I am proud of the young man that he has become. I have nephews, and two cute great nephews and I have wonderful friends.
Since leaving home I have been happy. I have had my fair share of ups and downs but I have always come out on top smiling and definitely a lot stronger than before! I have also had a few relationships, I however just never found that special man just for me. I know somewhere out there, there is a special man who will come into my life, with whom I will be very happy with. My soulmate! Whether we marry or whether we just live together is not an issue to me. I just want to find that someone special with whom I can share my life with. Well, I sincerely hope I will find a man who will put up with me as I am quite a nutter! J
Every day I experience new things. I enjoy life and I love to laugh. I now have a new adventure waiting for me which I am looking forward to – I would like to relocate to Spain…. Yes, I will be leaving my son, and my family and friends behind … perhaps taking a huge risk on my part … but it is something I am excited about and I feel I am young enough to start a new life in a new country. My son, family and friends can always come visit and with today’s technology I will certainly not be out of touch with them at all!
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