Thursday, August 6, 2020

Trying To Make Sense Out Of This Connection

You had my attention all the time....

This resonates 110% if I place myself as the person on her right (or on viewing face on, then it would be the left of the screen) where she refers to "you".

Perception is in the eye of the beholder. There's a lot of thought, but not a lot of talk. You are certainly not going to chase. It's a weird standoff. They (the other party) feels sad that you (me) walked away from the connection, but feeling justified in cutting the connection, they feel justified in their decisions?? 

How do you really feel? Emotionally it gets to me...I'll put my attention elsewhere and I will bury that emotion...Note the caution: I am carrying the weight of the emotion into the next chapter...when you carry the weight of the past into the present it tends to repeat itself in the future. Be cautious with that energy. Distraction, distraction, distraction...oh yeah...there's those emotions again (yip...exactly that).You can feel those depths of those emotions and bury them and still be able to live a pretty content life. You'd feel a lot lighter if you just released that. Focus on the things that build you up. If it keeps coming up, then maybe you do need to communicate. (Yes, I don't want to do that because the other person restricted communication from me). 

What does the other person feel? What do they want? They want communication. They are restricted but they want it. This person genuinely wants my attention...(hmmm, I don't know about that, I highly doubt it as I think they are committed elsewhere). This other person may feel that I will not accept what they want to say (IF they do want to say something, then they must say it, I will listen). I have all their attention...(Do I?) Or vice versa - They want my attention (yet they don't know that they have had all of my attention all of this time). We could both be doing the same thing!! 

What are my hopes? I want that enlightenment. I want the truth without having to look for the truth. I want another perspective. What are their hopes? They hope that things work in their favour.

Future energy. I have the choice (free will). I have really let this get to me emotionally. I tried to detach from this multiple times. It DOES intrigue my mind as to why that keeps coming back to me. I WANT to know! There IS NO direct communication. I am trying to make sense of all of it. 

The other person's most likely outcome. The other person chose someone else. (Yes, that became very evident to me). They took action elsewhere. The other person is looking for someone who is on the same page as them (the whole package). They felt they could not keep my attention - for whatever reason they felt justified in it, yet at the same time they want some sort of communication and attention. They feel I would not give them any attention if they tried. They think its not possible. I'm in this space where I feel it's done (because they walked away...that's why I feel it's done). (With regards to the previous reading in mid July - Yes, I did step back because I saw a foto that threw me off and yes, I must not allow myself to get stuck there. I must remind myself how bad ass I am and how valuable I am as a person and just move forward). 

With regards to the other person. We both want attention but don't want to give attention, and as long as long as that continues, it will continue. Either way, the other person is not going to do anything that will impede their confidence, values or whatever. They're looking for a like mind.

....Could be dealing with another Scorpio. This is a general reading and therefore does not apply to everyone. It resonated on my side with regards to me - as for the other person - I really have no idea if it resonates with them - I can only assume or guess what the other person MIGHT be feeling or thinking. For all I know they could be feeling absolutely nothing...which could only mean that there is absolutely no connection anymore. Who knows...without communication there will never be an answer...




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