Monday, October 15, 2018

The Tears That Fall

The murders and rapes that happen here in South Africa are horrific in nature. They are worse than any torture that any person could ever imagine. These people that go out to murder and plunder and rape are Barbaric and Savage! The Crime Cleaners that go out to clean up after these murders and rapes have revealed horrific scenes that they have had to deal with. A twelve year old white boy was drowned in a bath of boiling hot water. The Crime Cleaners had to scrape his skin and remains from the bath! These killers have no conscience…no compassion…nothing….no feeling…To go so far as to cut off the eyelids of parents so that they are forced to watch their little children being raped and murdered…These Savages even resorted to gang raping a dog. The dog had to have extensive surgery to her private parts and needed a lot of loving attention and care to get rid of the look of terror that remained in her eyes! How is it possible for a human being to cause such grievous bodily harm to any other human or pet and not care? It is just beyond comprehension! This is the reality of what we live with in South Africa....

Thursday, October 11, 2018

The Basement

Today's Daily Angel Card Message for Thursday, October 11, 2018

The Fairy Tarot by Radleigh Valentine (Doreen Virtue, PhD)

The universe is asking you to place all of your efforts towards something that's important to you. This is a chance to make a wish of your own come true, rather than allowing it to get derailed, because you're busy helping others fulfill theirs. You mean well in your heart, but you can support them better when you advance your own goals. More than likely, you allow yourself to be distracted in this way, because you're not sure you deserve what you'd want. Your commitment to other's causes is precisely the same investment and focus you need to accomplish yours. If you announced or promoted your dreams, you would discover that there is an equal amount of support willing to backup your ambitions. You have to trust and put yourself out there more, especially to the right people with open hearts. They're not hiding. You don't look or inquire in the places where the opportunities are flowing. Someone, deeply loving and compassionate, wishes to assist you in bringing your dreams to fruition. Trust that their heart is in the right place and is fully committed.

This person has been aware of your challenges and struggles, and has the means to help. The timing is perfect, and it'll give you the push you needed to step beyond your boundaries. You may keep thinking about your circumstances negatively, as if you are fated to this lifestyle without any other options. This relationship of understanding has developed over a large period of your life. It appears that you don't realize how stuck you are in this pattern and its conditioning, which isn't all conscious. Much of it is about you only considering the parameters within the context of this matter, and your routines and circumstances. It's like someone put you in a basement and never brought you to the upper level. All you've known was this area. You saw steps leading above, but you didn't question it's purpose, or you framed it in some context that made you fear you had too much to lose by considering the possibilities of what it might mean. Now, someone or an opportunity has reached out to you from the upper level. They've indicated the way to get there, but you don't know how to climb, or you can't imagine what to do, or how to be, when you reach the upper level.

When you rely only on the interpretation of fear and anxiety, the feeling becomes a stagnate voice of experience and expression. A feeling doesn't necessarily have to mean the same thing every time you feel a particular way. It's easy to label it and characterize it to mean something. However, you may not always be in the situation and surrounded by the same conditions for it to be an accurate interpretation for every scenario. A call to join on the upper level where you've never been or considered might create anxiety, but it doesn't mean that something awful is about to happen. It represents new wiring and firing off of synapses in the brain, because it's trying to process all the possibilities of the new experiences, which might or might not be occurring above. The body and your feelings are accepting new information. Your ego, creator of fear or paranoia, is rejecting change, because a part of you doesn't trust your ability to cope and adjust. Instead, it creates alternative facts about you, which you have learned to identify with, because it's easier to believe you're not capable than to succeed. Your spiritual truth is full of wishes fulfilled and possibilities to explore. You are forever in this magical process of transformation!

Newsflash, you deserve what you desire, because it's your deserving that allows the desire to seek you out, as an idea that's implanted in your thoughts. Once this thought reaches you, and expands through your imagination, your brain starts processing the information and new pathways are established from existing ones, which is the change happening on physical levels of your body. The way you think, talk, interact, and walk is affected by this idea. Your energy levels increase and your imagination is optimized, in a manner of speaking. As this becomes a focus and obsession with every aspect of your being, the universe within you highlights, which is also another way of saying attracts, the opportunities for you to choose from. You may tend to think of attraction, because you can only imagine that things come to you. Consider the law of attraction to mean the law that highlights your truth, purpose, dreams, opportunities, and needs. In this way, you get that when you are resonating at the same potential of frequency of your desire, that all of it suddenly becomes highlighted for you to view and achieve. The upper level was always there, the staircase too, but you were cut off from seeing its purpose and value for you. Once something is highlighted, the choices cause you to act differently in the way you participate, which allows you to manifest them.

Upon your first consideration of this new possibility, it will highlight in various stages. The first time you may highlight a word or a passage, it may mean something slightly different each time you come back to it. This is how ideas integrate into your mind, eventually becoming beliefs, routines, goals, and experiences. There's no good reason to ever fear anything, but you do and you will. It's a part of the process as change is highlighted more vividly. Fear isn't about the emotional connection as much as it's about a change in your pattern. The body will register this feeling to alert you that something different is happening, and to ask you to highlight the experience with your full attention and awareness. It's the reason for an alert or alarm, which is meant to draw your attention to something important like waking up on time or remembering to do something. The universe isn't constantly trying to scare you, which the ego may interpret, because change is scary to it. You have to be careful not to accept this idea of the world you are exploring. You are attracting, and the world is highlighting in your favor. There's just one important thing to remember: you have to remain open to the way you truly desire to see it. What you highlight becomes what gets lit up! Keep an open mind to change, and you'll begin to see and imagine the possibilities as the means to show you the way to the upper level. Likewise, you won't put any false information, creating obstacles, between where you are and where you are heading. Deserving is a state of Higher Consciousness! Process, not resist, the new information. May the Source be with you always!


Tuesday, October 9, 2018

What If

We all often have the "What if's" racing through our minds. What if you get it wrong? What if you mess up? What if you offend someone? Well... what exactly? You're not really going to risk producing a crisis that can't be resolved, or of stirring animosities that can't be pacified. Nor are your actions inspired by anything other than wisdom and generosity. But it's essential that you follow your own truth, give voice to your inner wisdom, and delve deeper than the superficialities that are obscuring a matter which touches your heart. Have faith in your own ingenuity!

Monday, October 1, 2018

Open Minded

We need to be reminded that we live in a world filled with magic and miracles. Life rarely gives us exactly what we wish for. It can bring an encounter with an exciting opportunity. If we're not open-minded, we can be so busy looking for what we want that we overlook a lucky break. The right way to respond to a possibility might not be immediately obvious. Be positive because something hopeful awaits. Be prepared to feel inspired... and a bit baffled too.

Tuesday, August 14, 2018

Talking And Listening

Most people find talking easier than listening, we often accept things that we should really stand up to. It's hard to recognise passivity, because it can be so easily disguised behind being open, considerate and easy-going. If it's clear that there's something hanging in the air that really needs to be spoken out loud, just remember that there's no rush. Take your time if you want to ensure your message is clearly understood.

Saturday, August 4, 2018

On The Brink of Civil War

Is this what it is going to come to? I think the minority here in South Africa need to prepare for the worst. I am not feeling at ease at all after listening to a video released after a parliamentary meeting to discuss amendments to the land expropriation act. Each and every member of the various political groups have said that if the bill is not amended according to their needs and wants, that they will take the land from white South Africans by force. They have said that the white people do not belong in South Africa. That the white people are criminals and that they are foreigners and need to go back to Europe. Quite ironic considering there are how many black people in Europe and the USA from South Africa that went overseas for better education. If the white people are not welcome in South Africa then they must get their black people out of Europe and the USA and where ever else they may be in foreign countries. What is good for the goose is good for the gander. Why must there be double standards? Let them then have South Africa for themselves. Let's see how they will manage without the white people. They seem to forget or most do not realise, that it is the minority (+- 3 million) white people that are supporting +-50 million black people by contributing to the economy and by paying taxes, and fuel levies and VAT and covering all the costs for the corrupt officials that get taken to court. Not one of them realise that it is actually the Government that they voted for that is going to bleed them dry. Most of these black people do not understand how the Expropriation of Land with no compensation Act works. They think they are going to own the land. Well, they are in for a big surprise when they discover the Government owns the land and that they will have to rent that land from the Government. It is heartbreaking to see your home land being ripped to pieces by a Government and its supporters. What was once my beautiful homeland has turned into something from a horror movie. The roads are disintegrating, the filth that lies all over, the incompetent services, the crime...the gun shots at night...the sirens every single night...the list goes on and on and on...The horrendous farm murders...the raping of women and children...the vandalism and looting...I think I need to talk to my family here in South Africa. We need to seriously start looking at getting out before it's too late...very difficult to do when this is the country, the land you born in...your home country...and you are an average South African citizen just trying to get by! I can now fully understand how refugees must feel when they try and find a place of safety!! I just wish I can find the video where the members of parliament all say how they feel about the white people (it is doing the rounds on FB too)!! 

If you are not in South Africa and are based Internationally then the documentary below (all fact) will be an eye opener for you, and it would be appreciated if you could share it far and wide. 

If you did watch the documentary above, yes, it covers the situation regarding our white farmers. It shows how the farmers live behind security gates, cctv cameras and security bars. It is mentioned about sleeping with Pepper spray under your pillow. It is however not only the farmers who live in fear and behind security within their homes. It is all the white people here in South Africa. I post below pictures of security at my home. I live in a Residential suburb in a security complex with high walls and electric fencing.

Security gate at my Patio door

Security gate to my bedroom

My Pepper spray

My security gate to the court yard 

The unit opposite me with security gates at doors and windows

Friday, July 20, 2018

The Action Begins

Here we go! My heart is racing...the reality has hit home. I have to start packing...oh my goodness gracious! All good and well packing but I still have no where to go to...not yet anyway. I am viewing a stunning place on Sunday! It is perfect...only problem is it is available now for 1 August and not for 1 September...panic stations are high! The Landlord has said that she may just be prepared to wait if she cannot find a tenant by 1 August 2018. Well, if it's meant to be it will be. I feel it has my name written on it. If I get the unit it will be a huge adaptation for me and the cats. I have no garden...only two balconies. I will have to go down into the communal garden with the cats when they need some exercise...that sounds funny! hahaha....Rusty will be fine as she is a house cat. Lucy I will have to keep locked up until she is settled. She will eventually go exploring. The gardens in the complex are awesome though. It's like a holiday resort...there are three clubhouses, tennis courts a Restaurant and laundry within the complex. Not that I need the laundry...I will be able to walk around if I need fresh air. I am now getting ahead of myself! Will have to wait and see still. But, yes...the reality has set in as today I saw my current place advertised on Private Property and the Agent is already bringing a whole lot of people tomorrow at 13:30. Fingers crossed the Landlord for the other place is prepared to wait, then I can breathe a sigh of relief!!

Wednesday, July 18, 2018

Never Give Up

When you find yourself between a rock and a hard place...What to do? People say it’s hard to wait around for something you know might never happen, but it’s harder to give up when you know it’s everything you want. They say never give up on something you really want. It's difficult to wait, but worse to regret. Being torn between all these scenarios is driving me insane. Do I wait? But what am I waiting for? It may never happen, what then? I could be wasting time that is precious. They say time waits for no man. Will I have regrets? Ofcourse I will! But, I am done waiting...nearly a year has passed...another year...another day...another week...another month. What more am I to do? I feel I am done. I have done what I could. It's now not in my hands anymore. Do I still really want what I want. Yes I do!!

Tuesday, July 3, 2018

Scaling Down

So another decision had to be made. One that is the bane of my life. A house move!! Moving isn’t anyone’s favourite thing to do. Aside from the physical process of shifting everything I own (or at least some of it as I will have to get rid of a few things) into a new space, there are many other factors I had to consider, such as why waste money on space I don’t need! It’s just me and my cats now, so why not downsize to a smaller place to save not only on my rent, but also on utilities, repairs, cleaning time, and more (perhaps most importantly) my sanity? I really do not need a home with 2 bedrooms, 2 bathrooms and a loft! With me starting with presentations now on Saturdays, my time is also limited. I clean my own home and do my own gardening. I only do that on weekends and alternate between the house and the garden. As much as I love gardening, it is also just becoming too much for me. And yes, people ask me why I don't buy. The simple answer is, I do not want to be tied to South Africa with a mortgage. When the time comes for me to leave South Africa I want to do it as quickly as possible. It is still my goal to get out of this country. I just wish that it could be now, right now anywhere overseas would be like icing on the cake for me! I guess the challenges are worth the struggle. The time came for me to take a step back and think about how nice it would be on my stress levels and wallet if I could start fresh. Sometimes, life deals us cards that are like flashing neon signs stating, “GO FORWARD AND START ANEW.” At least this time it is my decision to make a move. Not like the previous time where I had no choice. Interesting too how I made this decision around the just recent Full Moon. Full moons are a time to cleanse and to release that which no longer serves you so that you can move forward on a path that is right for you. That is exactly what I did. I asked the Universe to help me release all negativity and to help me let go of all that no longer serves me and to guide me forward on the path that is best for me. So, in two months time I am on the move. Quite appropriate since it will be the 1st day of Spring! I just hope I can find something that suits me in these two months as I hate taking a place just for the sake of having a roof over my head. I want a place that will feel like "home". I raise my glass and say "Cheers - here's to new beginnings!"

Wednesday, June 20, 2018

Twin Flames

Wow! I was about to log out of my computer when I was prompted to go to this folder. Something said that it needed to be cleaned out. It was not on my to-do list to do any cleaning out of any folders. I just looked at all the bumpf in this particular folder and was about to delete the whole lot when once again I was prompted to see what this strange note said. I don't even remember when I saved this.  What I do know is that it gave me goosebumps when I read it, and right there and then I knew I had to save this again to a place where I would see it. I have to wonder, was I meant to see this for some reason? Perhaps a message from, or to my Twin Flame. This is just so incredibly beautiful...Fabulous!! It also brought to mind the song by Leona Lewis and Avicii - "We Can Collide". Goodness me! This is very interesting how the lyrics of that song tie in with this note. I am in awe...synchronicity or coincidence is the question!

Friday, June 8, 2018

Vacation Time

Three more sleeps! I just love that feeling of looking forward to a vacation :) I cannot wait to breathe in that fresh Mountain air and I really do hope that this time there will be some snow on the Mountains! This time we planned the vacation later as last year we missed seeing snow by two weeks. We had gone to the Drakensberg in May last year. I was so disappointed not seeing snow. The last time I saw actual, proper thick snow where I went tobogganing was in Germany many, many years ago! I actually have not checked the weather for the Drakensberg as yet but judging from the freezing morning and night time temperatures here in Jo'burg there must be snow on the Lesotho and Drakensberg mountains. I just feel saddened again that my sister Karin cannot join us (the rest of the sisters) once again...It is just infuriating that things have gotten so expensive in this country, that it is just not possible for most people to just get on a plane to visit family. My son was very fortunate to have gone to London this week on business. I was actually quite envious of him...that is another destination I have on my bucket list along with Paris and Spain! The photo he took at Jamie's Italian at London Bridge is absolutely awesome. It must have been quite a sight to people walking around him as he says he lay down on the ground to take the pic! Right...I need to get my ass into gear and get out to the Mall...last minute shopping for the holiday...whoop whoop!

Jamie's Italian London Bridge

Snow at Underberg - Drakensberg (I hope we see more of this)

Thursday, May 31, 2018

New Roads

New roads are laid almost daily. Most of the time it isn't a problem, until we find our usual paths inexplicably blocked. Then we must use our innate sense of direction, or relearn the route. This can be applicable to life too. Just because you're on an unfamiliar road, doesn't mean you're heading the wrong way. In order to address a current problem, you must face old issues. Serious thought is needed to bring imagination to the fore. It's a challenge to be embraced.

Monday, May 28, 2018

Choose What You Desire

I absolutely love when a card completely resonates with my situation. About two months ago I thought of this idea I could use to incorporate with what I am doing now with the cryptocurrency trading, but, I shot the idea down. All kinds of excuses I made for it not to work. Then I forgot about it and carried on with life. Recently again this idea came to me and again it was almost like the Universe was putting all kinds of things relative to this idea in my path, so much so that there was just no way for me to just disregard it. I eventually decided that this is probably the path that the Universe wants me to follow. Wow! Once I decided that and started looking into the possibility, everything just started falling into place. Amazing!! No more delays. The wheels have been set in motion. I am excited, nervous and happy to see how this will all unfold!

Today's Daily Angel Card Message for Monday, May 28, 2018

In this card, The Ego (Devil), we find the Dreamer masked and in a repressed state of mind. It appears as though what he began with has become compressed or scaled back. The portal was expansive and filled with many different things symbolizing spiritual fulfillment and purpose. Now, this scene feels empty. However, in this emptiness, it seems to beg for more to fill it. Even when it feels like you've nothing to offer or that there's no clear purpose or direction, this vacuum creates a desire, which summons something wonderfully new to replace it. You are in the perfect position to be aware of this, and to carefully choose what you desire. The vacuum automatically draws new energy to replace it, so that something should always exist wherever a vacuum might occur. Your role isn't as difficult as you would make it. It may be that you worry about what's to come next, and fret over coming up with an answer or making a decision. Something is coming. After a contraction, the expansion will ensue. You don't have to make any effort for the effect to unfold. You just need to be open to the best and highest good.

In fact, if you would just trust yourself and go with what inspires you, or begin whatever you are most clear about for the present moment, the cooperative components will become available. When you are charged by your ideas, you create a portal for abundance to channel through you. A vortex is formed, which keeps materializing and containing everything you need to assist you in completing and fulfilling your desires. It will continue to expand as you express yourself through joy. It's good when you dive in and fulfill actions that heighten your senses, thrill your intellect, encourage your heart, and empower your soul. These kinds of experiences escalate the activity of possibilities and opportunities for you to interact with and seize. Nothing can really chain you down for you are pure Spirit, which is unbound and unlimited. Perhaps, the mask is the clue to help you undo what you have done by choice, knowingly or unknowingly.

The mask reminds you of the freedom you compromise and trade, when you try to hide any part of yourself. Perhaps, you are hiding behind some excuse, which you are using to keep you from getting on with something important. The angel number 49 appeared when I called in your higher self for understanding and guidance about this reading. It says, “The angels urge you to get to work on your major goals and life purpose without delay. Ask them to help you with ideas, courage, and motivation.” Now is the time to foster your goals, and that they become your first priority. To nurture them, you have to apply discipline and commitment to what your heart wants. Simply, let your impact you, as a discipline to cherish. This is the perfect moment to organize a strategy to help you keep your mind stimulated and focused. It's easy to allow other matters to distract you and to keep pressing through until you give into them. You may want to decide the things that you need to hand over to someone else to manage, so that you can relax knowing that it's being taken care of. Planning for other options, just in case the usual distractions pop up, is a great idea to avoid losing sight of your spiritual priorities. It is most important that you be yourself and honor your truth. Participating in things that don't benefit you or make you happy causes you to start lying to yourself. The next thing you'll find yourself doing is working to make others happy. This will cause you to feel like your world is contracting and you'll feel empty inside, as well as, the world around you looks empty and uninteresting.

When this happens, you aren't full of brilliant ideas, and you lack courage and motivation to accomplish anything. Of course, you'll feel like you should be doing something amazing with your life, and then you'll feel guilty, because you aren't doing anything about it. You'll hate yourself for feeling that way and for doing nothing about it. The reason you have this draw to do better, even though you aren't aligned to do anything about it, is because the truth of your soul, underneath the mask, cannot be suppressed. It won't allow you to rest or take comfort in lying to yourself blindly. It will make the feeling of your truth more intense to keep you real and honest with yourself. Instead of taking your emotional guidance to heart, as in, it's making a judgment against you, use it to help you. It's helping you to stay unsettled until you are ready to acknowledge your truth. The mask is a symbol of illusion and that you are not being honest. Your choices won't feel bad when they're right for you. Change your actions to suit the way you want to feel. Choose the situations that trigger happiness within. Then, you'll unleash the power of abundance and inspiration within you. These voices are never gone. Your decisions and actions either turn the volume high or very low, which determines whether how much more or less you will hear.

You have opportunities, ideas, and options incoming. Now is the time to plant the seeds, and put all of your energy and resources into it. You'll feel successful once you do what you love. You may have an important dream to give back and to help create blessings in other's lives. If you have a passion for doing something that improves other's lives, and this is what makes you happy to see this unfold, then don't delay. Don't think about what you'll need to start helping, start helping from what's available to you. More will come, as others are inspired by your mission and will provide additional support, encouragement, time, and resources. You don't need a lot to do this work and the same applies for anything else. The important tools are inside your soul. What another needs to get on their feet and to thrive is for them to get help discovering the same within themselves. That's the moment when both of you are freed from the prison of your minds, and the world becomes filled with unlimited resources, data, possibilities, and opportunities. Don't try to be anything. This will make it easier for you to start doing what comes naturally. You'll find many facets of yourself fully ablaze with enthusiasm and a willingness to serve in various ways, small and large, and subtle and obvious. Even though you don't feel you have any choices, you do. Walk through the portal open to you. The Dreamer senses a portal nearby and prepares to enter no matter what lies ahead. Life is neverending. If he follows Change, he will find his breakthrough in the next card, which is the Tower. Keep taking the risks. It's worth it. May the Source be with you always!


Tuesday, May 22, 2018

Magic Words

We know the word 'abracadabra". It's an extremely potent magic word. Words are powerful. If you find the right words, they can have a magical effect. Magic words grab hold of people’s attention causing them to become engrossed in your message without even knowing it. There are five magic words, when part of the right scenario, will provoke specific, subliminal actions. What are they? The 1st magic word is “YOU.” It’s hypnotic when used in any form of communication because it changes the tone from general to individual.The “YOU” personalises your message. The word “YOU” also represents a customer focused approach in marketing communication. The 2nd magic word is “BECAUSE.” It’s proven that when you ask someone for a favour and explain the reason why, they are much more likely to agree. The “BECAUSE” can literally double your success rate. The 3rd magic word that hypnotises people is the word “IMAGINE”. “IMAGINE” starts a mind-game, triggers in people feelings of ownership, and helps them visualise being a part of a specific scenario. If they enjoy their visualisations, they are ready to own them. The 4th magic word that speaks to our subconscious mind is the word “REMEMBER.” “REMEMBER” stimulates the imagination similarly to the previous magic word “IMAGINE,” but it also does something extra. It recalls past situations and recreates them, enabling you to experience those same feelings and emotions. The 5th. Never underestimate the power of “WHY.” Humans are curious by nature and “WHY” satisfies the basic and natural feeling of curiosity. “WHY” promises an explanation. This is due to the phenomenon referred to as the curiosity gap. When a person realises there’s a gap regarding a specific topic, the subconscious desire to find out more is triggered, and it can only be satisfied through learning. So now you know the 5 magic words that, when used correctly, can bewitch your prospects and boost conversions.

Thursday, May 3, 2018

The Sky Is Clear

As Norman Vincent Peale, the great promoter of positive thinking, wrote: 'Shoot for the Moon. Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.' So give it your all! The sky is clear. Now is not the time for holding back.Throw yourself into life head first, with all your gusto! Who cares about the people who've doubted you? What do they know, anyway? As you smash through the troposphere, the stratosphere and finally the mesosphere on your way to the stars, spare a thought for them. Perhaps they could learn from you.

Saturday, April 28, 2018

Almost Home

People On FB Amaze Me

People amaze and amuse me on FB! The amount of friend requests I receive from people with FAKE profiles is ridiculous and really so funny when you actually go through their profiles and it reeks of "cat fish"!! I find it truly amazing that these people honestly believe I will accept their friend request. Then you really get those that clearly have some brain cells missing. They will have a profile picture of our trainer for iCoinPro but have a completely different name to our trainer. Do they really think they can get away with using the trainers profile picture? Stupid is really not even the right word for these people! Then there are other's who have clearly "hijacked" someone else's foto's. My question to these idiots that are using our trainer's foto is - What do you think you are going to achieve? What if I do accept your friend request? Do you honestly believe I am going to believe the BS that you are going to try and spin me when I actually know the REAL person that you are trying to impersonate? Then those that in general just have FAKE profiles. How are you going to explain yourself in the event we should meet one day and you look completely different to your profile picture? What are you going to say? My other question to you - the person with the FAKE profile is - Why are you trying to impersonate someone else? What hidden agenda do you have? Why are you hiding behind a mask? What is it that you have to hide? You must have something you are trying to hide! In my opinion you with the FAKE profile are not honest people. I do not have time for dishonest people in my life. Do you not have a life? Why waste your time creating all these FAKE profiles? Not only that, getting back to the scenario that in the event we should meet and you now try and explain your way out of the fact that your profile picture belong's to someone else. Do you really think I am going to be ok with your excuse? No, definitely not! I certainly will not accept that. Your actions are false, dishonest and deceitful. Whether it is me or someone else you are trying to con, I am sure other people will feel the same as I do. Shame, I really feel very sorry for you!! 

Then there are people that approach me through messenger. This one was the absolute best!

Hello beautiful. I was scared to send you a friend request, but because i love you i summoned the courage to chat with you. And also to love you like never before.

I read this and think...Ummmmm ok....and just exactly who are you? I have no idea who the hell you are and yet you are declaring your love for me? What on earth?

What is it with people? How is it that people can be so flippant with a serious emotion like love? These people clearly have no clue what love actually is! Does this person honestly think I am going to do cart wheels and reciprocate with open arms? NO definitely not! Good grief how you can you tell someone that you love them when you don't even know who they are? You have never even heard of this person! Totally beyond me!!

The other thing that truly gets to me is these people that hack into FB profiles. For what? What are they trying to prove and what do they gain? Why be so malicious? Clearly they have no morals - no respect!! So infuriating!

Lastly, there are those that spend hours creating a virus on a link. Again I ask, for what? Why be so evil?

Well, all I can say is that there is something called Karma and there will come a day when Karma bites these people in the arse....

Tuesday, April 3, 2018

When We Collide (Many Of Horror)

"Many Of Horror (When We Collide)"

You say "I love you, boy"
I know you lie
I trust you all the same
I don't know why

'Cause when my back is turned
My bruises shine
Our broken fairytale
So hard to hide

I still believe it's you and me 'til the end of time

When we collide we come together
If we don't we'll always be apart
I'll take a bruise; I know you're worth it
When you hit me hit me hard

Sitting in a wishing hole
Hoping it stays dry
Feet cast in solid stone
I've got Gilligan's eyes

I still believe it's you and me 'til the end of time

When we collide we come together
If we don't we'll always be apart
I'll take a bruise; I know you're worth it
When you hit me hit me hard

You said love was letting us go against what
Our future is for...

Many of horror
Our future's for many of horror

I still believe it's you and me 'til the end of time

When we collide we come together
If we don't we'll always be apart
I'll take a bruise; I know you're worth it
When you hit me hit me hard

Tuesday, March 27, 2018


If you are in the process of trying to reinvigorate something in your world, don't focus on getting rid of things. Rather think about how to involve those closest to you in new projects. What do you want to do? Where do you want to go? If you have enough inspiration, you'll soon see signs of it springing up everywhere. As its presence continues to grow, you'll notice there's suddenly less space for things you've outgrown. As you open your life, heart and mind to these new positives, the negatives will gradually disappear.

Friday, March 9, 2018

The Butterfly Effect

A ripple in the Atlantic could create a tsunami in the Pacific.The Butterfly Effect suggests that a tiny movement somewhere in the world can trigger catastrophic consequences elsewhere on the globe. A white lie can grow into a World War. Accidentally killing your grandfather on a time-travelling trip might erase your entire existence. Does real life work like that? Well, psychologically, yes. We are all sometimes guilty of allowing negative thoughts to snowball into something uncontrollable. This isn't inevitable. Don't let a molehill turn into a mountain.

Friday, February 23, 2018

Pretty Like The Sun

All Pretty like the sun, you burn it up, you burn me up
All ashes I become, I'm all swept up 
All spaces in between, you fill me up, you fill me up 
And as the night falls low, away we go. 

The highs, the lows, 
The fights, the faults, 
The back, the forth 
On this collision course
The ups, the downs 
You spin me round 

Give me everything you've got,
Give me your life, I'll give you my heart, 
Oh our lives can change, our lives can change 
We could have it all, open your eyes, I'll give you my soul 
Our lives could change, our lives can change. 

All pretty like the scars, we both have ours, its who we are 
Oh show me everything, where you're going, where you been 
All time its not too late, I'm standing here, the world can wait 
And as the night falls low, away we go. 

The highs, the lows, 
The fights, the faults, 
The back, the forth 
On this collision course 
The ups, the downs 
You spin me round 

Give me everything you've got, 
Give me your life I'll give you my heart, 
Our lives can change, our lives can change 
We could have it all, open your eyes, I'll give you my soul 
Our lives could change, our lives can change. 

I know it, I know it, it's something
Simply free from the way I am now 
I know it, I know it, it's one thing 
You're the one thing now. 

Give me everything you've got, 
Give me your life I'll give you my heart, 
Our lives can change, our lives can change 
We could have it all, open your eyes, I'll give you my soul 
Our lives could change, our lives could change. 

No, Change, No, Change, No, Change. 

Our lives could change.

A Tribute From A Husband To His Wife

Ten years ago today a family member of mine, Candice Webster, got married. Matthew Webster (Candice's husband) wrote this tribute today to his wife. It is so incredibly wonderful that I just have to share it! 

This is Matthew's tribute to Candice:

10 year's ago today, I married my love. Now the last thing i want to do is write a soppy tribute, so I figured I would take the opportunity to write a little something that just may be of value to someone else about to get married, or may be facing challenges in their own. So here is a tribute to my wife:

When we set out on the marriage journey 10 year's ago, I had no idea where it would take us, but i knew that i wanted to take it with you. I learned so much about you in those days of planning a wedding, and mostly on the day of our wedding! You were by far the calmest and most collected person there (I was a bundle of nerves), and you literally created your fairy tale wedding with your own bare hands. And nothing has changed: you are still creating your fairy tale and i am in awe of how you are able to bring your grandest ideas into fruition.

So what have i learned in the past 10 years? Well firstly, marriage is tough. Like anything else of value in life, it takes alot of hard work and commitment to make it work, and even more to make it thrive! If you think the act of getting married is going to "fix" you or your relationship, you are sorely mistaken. Like signing up for a gym membership, the contract means nothing unless you are going to work your ass off to get results.

But most importantly, I have learned that marriage provides a platform for great (and real) growth. When we act in isolation only, then we often dont see our bullshit for what it is. Relationship gives us an opportunity to see our mirrors - the things we dont really want to see - in other people. And non more so than in marriage; and often times this is the very thing that causes marriages to fall apart, as we are not willing to look in the mirror and do the work needed to root out the causes of issues in our lives. And this will only continue to amplify the longer it is left unchecked. Of course some marriages just run their course, and that is ok. It is what it is.

I have also learned that a successful marriage requires great trust, loyalty, respect, sacrifice and a willingness to see something from the other person's perspective. Too often we demand these things of the other person, yet we are not willing to do the same. You need to know that you have a safe space to Be Who You Are with your partner, without judgement, so that you can grow to your fullest potential. In order for a marriage to work, it implies that 2 individuals have consciously chosen to work together to grow to greater heights than they otherwise would have. A very wise man once told me that Light is synergistic in nature. So as beings of Light, when we choose to come together our power is magnified exponentially.

So Candice, today I choose to honour you in front of our friends and family (as we did 10 years ago), and say thank you for helping me grow as I have over the past 10 years. I know that my life would be very different without you, and i would certainly not have progressed as much in terms of understanding Who I Am and what my purpose on this planet is. Most people dont know quite how strong you are nor what you have had to endure in your life, yet you discovered from a very young age that the key to healing lies within you. But you also discovered that we are perfectly divine beings embodied in the flesh, and that our potential is only limited by our thoughts about it. So thank you for being an example of how to live for me and our children, and thank you for loving me enough to truly desire that I step into my fullest potential.

I don't know what the next 10 or 20 or 50 years may bring - in fact we never know how much time we are gifted together on this planet. But i know with every fibre of my being that i wouldn't want to spend it with anyone else but you. I love you. 🙏

Matthew and Candice on their Wedding day.

Friday, February 16, 2018

A Different And Unique Path

I have not been this excited about something in a long time! My new adventure that I took up with towards the end of last year is truly making me happy...oh my goodness...I just feel like smiling all day. This card talks about partnering with a person...but in my case it is my is so awesome being a part of a team of like minded people. I truly feel like I belong here. With Jeunesse, yes I was part of a team. I made friends during my time with Jeunesse but in essence I don't think I ever felt truly part of the team. I am feeling like my old self again...relaxed and at peace...and excited to face each new day!

Today's Daily Angel Card Message for Thursday, February 15, 2018

You're beginning to imagine new possibilities so clearly, that it seems like the world is partnering with you to make it happen. This gives you a sense of moving in a strong direction. Although, you don't have quite all the details fleshed out, available options begin to register on the radar of your intuition and instincts. You're excited to delve into a new adventure where your creativity can flourish in an meaningful outlet. Although, you have a ways to go before something materializes, you feel in sync with this particular project. There seems to be one concern that could get in your way, and that's being prepared with the right materials and adequate resources to pull it all together, when you need them.

It's hard to believe that things will fall into place at the right time. Your role is to continue to hold the vision, which also means being open to suggestions from your guidance as they come. You'll recognize when another aspect of your vision is coming into focus. This could happen through an unexpected encounter or event. Down the line, you may receive a green light indication, as an interest in what you're cultivating suddenly increases. This may draw the attention of more clients or patrons. You could receive some offers allowing you the advantage of being able to negotiate a great deal. The resources and assistance you need may come as a gift of time and/or money. Don't let these things overwhelm you, and drown out your enthusiasm and excitement! You might not know where you're going, but take full pleasure in what you are doing and accomplishing each time you express your creativity through your talents and skills.

There's something different and unique about this path. You can feel your full commitment and connection with this project or opportunity. The purpose you've discovered in yourself seems authentic, and is a pure representation of who you are and what you're all about. This is a really good reason to celebrate and to appreciate every aspect of these moments. They are rare. It's not often that you see your true reflection through something you're doing or another person. These are soul recognitions and connections where your spiritual essence removes the veil of illusion, where nothing and no one is separate. They are all one. It's like you're seeing yourself in a mirror, but instead, you see yourself in the outside world, as you recognize the purpose your truth has realized for you. It's like being guided by your higher self without having to wonder is it right for you. You can see yourself in it, and the outcome that's potentially unfolding. The only thing you must be careful to avoid doing is lowering your vibration by becoming consumed by material profits and success to validate your reasoning for pursuing this opportunity.

There's nothing wrong with receiving the material comforts and support. They are the natural consequences of an experience based on your commitment and the deep pleasure you take in your approach to what you're building. You have to cherish each opportunity to work through a problem, as an advantage to unleash your creative genius. Those moments when you have to halt, and discover other options, add immensely to productivity and efficiency of your aim. There's an odd sort of balance these slopes in our journey help to maintain, that's better than a straight line to the finish. You're there to discover just as much as you're there to allow your own expression. You'll want to unearth the complete potential of your power and abilities, as they will only strengthen your confidence in your gifts. These two men stand gazing ahead. One seems to look directly at you happily, and the other has his sight on his goal in a very serious manner. The young dragon is looking at up at the first, who's more relaxed about the future.

Below them, there are dragon eggs, which haven't hatched. It reminds me of the Game of Thrones, and how unthreatening the baby dragons were before they grew to maturity. Like them, you have no idea of the full magnitude your powerful vision possesses. Perhaps, the dragon is giving a special nod to the younger man who is making time to enjoy himself, and reflect on what he's building more in the moment, and less in the future. The young dragon seems to admire his approach. You may be working with someone similar. It might concern you about their level of commitment, and their ability to produce results. This person is a free spirit, and you won't be able to jolt them out of this behavior. Instead of trying, find ways to capitalize on their approach and talents. It seems like one has the yin energy while the other has more yang. Working together will workout wondrously, as you both have strengths the other lacks access to. You'll have cultivate these strengths in each other, which will serve your ambitions graciously. Together, you will triumph over any challenges. It'll be wise not to highlight and emphasize the negative, or you'll get easily stuck in a lack of creative communication.

Archangel’s Michael and Jophiel are available to help you keep your vibrations high and positive. Don't get distracted by other's method of solving a problem or how they cope with them. Try to see yourself in them. This can happen through compassion. You should really ask yourself why you're allowing someone else to irritate you, even when you understand what this attitude will create for you as misalignment. Start thinking about all the things you like about them no matter how silly or unimportant. The crumbs add up to the cake, if you are willing to find enough of them. Trust me you won't have to go that far. Most of it is probably digesting inside their stomach! If they're all inside, then all the reason to look. 😇 See qualities you like about yourself in them to find that authentic connection. It will grant you an opportunity for God and the angels to bless you through this profound act of unconditional love. This was the two great commandments Jesus presented as the ultimate spiritual laws. Once you relate to another from your higher self, you'll find it easy to locate peace around you, and invite profound blessings and rewards of assistance, support, and resources. This is making progress, and achieving your aim successfully and co-creatively! May the Source be with you always!


Thursday, February 15, 2018

We Can't Turn Back Time

We have all heard the saying that when one door shuts, another opens. Presumably, when a second door opens, the first stays closed. What lies behind it is forever lost... but is it really? We can't turn back time. But, are we completely unable to revive missed opportunities? The thing is that nothing is truly lost. We are all granted a second chance at something we believed we had missed. Look around. Notice a sliver of light coming through a door you thought was shut forever? Whether you open that door or not is up to you.

Who Are You?

Who are you? No, I don't mean your name, or any of those external features that constitute your identity. If we strip away the layers that make us who we are - friends, education, class - who's left staring back at us? Is it your heart? Your soul? It's a deeper, wiser part of you that is being inspired to bring you a message. As it all unfolds, look for the signs, a tiny moment of awakening, and the recognition of the importance of a dream, it could have a profound impact on the next phase of your future.

Wednesday, February 7, 2018

Are You Living For Love - Under The Gun

Absolutely, incredibly...brilliant! So glad I came across this again...just love it! It actually reminds me of Frank Duval's music in terms of voice and background vocals...not the same genre though...hmmm...I need to scratch around...I know I have a Frank Duval CD somewhere....

"Under The Gun"

You don't have to say you're sorry
To look on further down the line
Into the sun
Too close at heaven
Love is fine
But you can't hold it like a...

Two worlds apart and two together
Into that good night kiss away
One takes the hard
One the other
Kiss a way

Are you living for love?
Are you living for love?
When the road gets too tough
Is your love strong enough?

(are you living?)
(are you living for love?)

Do you feel your head is full of thunder?
Questions never end?
Empty nights alone? no wonder
It all comes back again

Are you living for love?
Are you living for love?
I've been under the gun
I've lost and I've...

(one, two, three, four...)
Forget the many steps to heaven
It never happened and it ain't so hard
Happiness is a loaded weapon and a
Short cut is better by far
Explosive bolts, ten thousand volts
At a million miles an hour
Abrasive wheels and molten metals
It's a semi-automatic, get in the car
Corrosive heart and frozen heat
We're worlds apart where we could meet
Where the street fold round and the motors start
And the idiot wields the power
Where the chosen hold the highest card
On the field of honour where the ground is hard
So the highest hand is joking wild
And the house soon fold and no-one stand
I put my finger on and dialled
The tower, the moon, the gun, and
Nine nine nine, singer down
Cloudburst and all around
The first are last, the blessed get wired
The best is yet to come
I put my finger on and fired
Heat-seeking, out of the sun
You can set the controls for the heart or the knees
And the meek'll inherit what they damn well please
Get ahead, go figure, go ahead and pull the trigger
Everything under the gun

Tuesday, February 6, 2018

Assurances And Guarantees

Today's Daily Angel Card Message for Tuesday, February 6, 2018

This card slipped from the deck while shuffling. It felt light and gentle as a feather, as it fell to the floor. When I turned it over I was surprised to see Six of Earth appear for a second consecutive day. Something in your life is trying to work itself into a place of balance allowing the flow of equal exchange to take place. Perhaps, there's some area where you're not allowing this to happen. Notice where you might feel even the slightest amount of resistance to a situation that comes to mind. There could be an area lacking structure, or there's a lack of internal discipline and commitment to focus on a very important role you're being called to fulfill. It seems you're putting too much responsibility on your plate to clearly execute this situation with any sense of direction and feeling of support. You're not allowing the help you're being offered from your higher self to guide you towards this assistance. You're aware of the help, in forms of ideas and intuitive hits, you get repeatedly. Yet, for some reason, you're just having trouble trusting in the effectiveness of these solutions.

You want assurances and guarantees before you fully commit to this role and position. You're afraid to go all in, and then, find yourself left to carry the entire burden on your own, This might involve a proposal for a partnership. You have possibly had experiences where this doesn't always work in your favor, as much as it does for the other parties. There's another aspect of this situation, where you are trying to avoid taking charge. You don't want this responsibility, because you would like to benefit from the rewards of this joint venture without all the work and effort. It seems like you're looking for something that works so well, it takes care of itself practically. You want something that has its own momentum flourishing, where you can enjoy the ride. This doesn't mean you're lazy or unwilling to participate in creating its success. You just want this success to be organic and fluent.

This isn't a wild or irrational request. However, you have to trust within yourself that you truly deserve it, and believe it's a real possibility. You're holding back, because you don't trust or believe. You have had injuries and the scars to support your fears. They have made you vulnerable in ways you're not willing to risk any similar mistakes again. These previous experiences have put you on your guard. It's also possible that you don't trust yourself to maintain the balance you are seeking. Perhaps, you have trouble creating healthy boundaries for yourself, and tend to give too much of yourself without limits. This causes you to feel used and exhausted in many circumstances in which you are involved. You have to prioritize your goals and not be afraid to want something selfishly for yourself. When you're afraid to have an agenda or to pursue an ambition, you compensate by overextending yourself for others to not appear selfish or greedy. Don't allow your ego to continue to distort the path to fulfilling a purpose by polluting concepts of ambitions and personal achievements.

Guilt is a “terrific” disease, which helps manufacture profound deterioration in the vision of dreams. It pokes a hole in your sense of worth, which causes you to leak any accumulation of confidence in yourself. Your spiritual power is easily usurped by carrying the burden of guilt, which creeps into the lab where your dreams are imagined and inspired. It's like there's a back door on an unmanned corridor where you aren't conscious in your maintenance and awareness of overseeing this lab of hope and new possibilities. You can't feel guilty for wanting to be happy through success and achievements. More than likely, you're overthinking your actions and motives for the expansion and improvements you're considering. If every opportunity or idea, that could possibly free you, comes with a reason to back away, then you're giving too much power to your fears. Don't let twisted forms of morality contrue the truth of your spiritual path. Being on an enlightened path and destitution aren't synonymous.

God does not share this belief with you. We spend too much time constantly examining our actions rather than living life completely. This includes all the mistakes which will occur alongside the journey of living. The angels were showing me a vision when I tuned into the energy of the theme and meaning of this card for this reading. They showed a person who was naked and had a voluptuous figure. As this person walked an injury occurred to sever the leg just above the knee. The naked figure carrying extra body weight indicates to me exposure and someone highly sensitive, who tries to hide their emotions by stuffing them under the layers of skin. Hiding doesn't help, it exposes the very thing you're hiding, which eventually causes a breakdown of those layers for true healing to take place eventually. As a matter of fact, the legs kept breaking down, but a shift in consciousness immediately cleared the situation, as if it hadn't ever happened.

Perhaps, you are experiencing some breakthroughs, which might seem more like a breakdown. Let this happen, and also let it heal itself and your situation in the process. If you have strong connections to particular beliefs, they have to breakdown in front of you for you to see their uselessness and lack of necessity. You'll surrender and move on when it's proven to not have any basis in truth. You'll be free of the fear it convinced you was real for you to carry. In that moment, the underlying guilt can no longer weigh in on the status of your spiritual worth and keep you from obtaining your goals and achievements. Instantly, you'll unlock the flow of abundance in specific areas of your life and concern. All kinds of emotions you'll surrender to the affluence of many possibilities growing in your life. You won't shy away from them, and you'll notice more opportunities to observe their availability to you. Before, you didn't see them, because you weren't ready for them to actually happen, because you had doubts you deserved them. Doubts are the foundation of this, whether you are aware or not. They interrupt the flow of the current. Enough repetition of this interruption causes a distorted pattern, where you no longer are experiencing the ease of abundance, but the struggle. Time to let things break down, so that you can allow the universe to effect a peaceful realignment of balance and uninterrupted exchanges. The breakdown will be gentle and a gift to you, if you don't resist. Trust the process. May the Source be with you always!


Friday, February 2, 2018

Dance With You

"Dance With You"

sittin' on the beach
the island king of love
deep in fijian seas
deep in some blissful dream
where the goddess finally sleeps
in the lap of her lover
subdued in all her rage
and I am aglow with the taste
of the demons driven out
and happily replaced
with the presence of real love
the only one who saves

I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face

the stillness in your eyes
convinces me that I
I don't know a thing
and I been around the world and I've
tasted all the wines
a half a billion times
came sickened to your shores
you show me what this life is for

I wanna dance with you
I see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
I see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face

in this altered state
full of so much pain and rage
you know we got to find a way to let it go

sittin' on the beach
the island king of love
deep in fijian seas
deep in the heart of it all
where the goddess finally sleeps
after eons of war and lifetimes
she smilin' and free, nothin' left
but a cracking voice and a song, oh lord

I wanna dance with you
i see a world where people live and die with grace
the karmic ocean dried up and leave no trace
I wanna dance with you
i see a sky full of the stars that change our minds
and lead us back to a world we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face
we would not face